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[10 May 2009|11:24am] |
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Yeah I'm still around and sorry I don't use this much anymore. I have moved and will be starting over yet again. I don't think I'll be going to cons as much now due to life and such issues I have faced. I can say this has not been my best year and will take a while to heal. Just letting my friends here know I'm still around.
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| Big Change |
[10 Jan 2009|05:53pm] |
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Well it's been a long time since I updated here, guess I forgot about this place. Well sadly I lost my job at the factory, they had to let me go 4 days before Christmas just cause I wasn't suitable for the job which i know it was cause of budge. It's sad, I'm getting so sick how this Economy is going, it's tearing people apart and people are losing there homes, lifes, and hope.
There's really nothing much to say but I'm looking for a new job....yet again. Hope everyone had a nice New Year and se ya all later. I'll try to get back and uodate.
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[15 Oct 2008|04:35pm] |
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Well here I am in AR, it's quite nice out here cheaper living.
After all this time I got things set up, the only problem is there is no freaking cable out here so we have to use satellite. Not the best for gaming but it's wicked fast. Sadly I won't be able to game online anymore which sucks. I still have no chance to go any cons this year. It's best I don't go to any cons this year the way things have been going. Job wise, well I got a job but there trying to put me in a job area I can do. What I did on Monday was a bit to much for me to do. Lifting 70 pounds of 1500 degree liquid with your arms all the way out with a big spoon is way to heavy.
Nothing really new going on, just trying to get myself stable.
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| The big move. |
[14 Sep 2008|07:21pm] |
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Well this is it, my last day to get online for a while. how I feel? Well tired from all this rain and work of moving. Hope everyone is ok from hurricane Ike. I caught a bit of a cold but it's getting better. Where now getting ready to pack up the truck here and I'll need to get all my stuff out of my car. it's getting transported down there.
so pretty much I'll be busy for the next few weeks. Once I get back online I'll update here. This won't be easy but this is life and I must press onward. It's now or never and I say it's time I fight back.
If I'm ever to go back to a con I need to get my life back on track or I'll lose it. This is not an option and I will get it back. So help me god I'm gonna get it back.
Stay safe everyone...it's getting harder in this world and the best thing to do is keep your going and spend little if you can which I know this is hard to do.
See ya all when I get back. *waves paw*
~Kenova Wolf~
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[28 Aug 2008|05:56pm] |
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Well lets see, I got back from the dental and I have to get three more cavities done which sucks, then I was driving to my moms work and some jackass almost ran me off the road which I could of hit the curve and drove in to a pole. So yeah.....it's been one of those days.
I'll be going to my brothers wedding here in a few days so now I won't be on for a while. It's just been hell and alot of us I'm sure go threw this.
As much as I love to be furry and my wolf, I still have to get back on my feet so I can relax at last. It has not been easy for me. As for now the playing around in the fur world will have to wait. I'll be lucky if I make it back to MFF to see my friends. I don't want to miss this believe me, but help me god if I can't go then I can't go. Though it hurts me not to go, can't have fun or hang out with my friends. I got alot of people who want to see me and hang out. I'll do what I can't but I can't promise a thing. As it is, I still have to move, get a job, and get my internet back up and running.
Well I better get home, I'm gonna need to rest up for tomorrow.
See ya!
~kenova~
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| Update |
[23 Aug 2008|12:25am] |
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Hi everyone! I'm home safely, I'm at my good friends house and do have internet for now. I got alot of work ahead of me yet. After today I'll be going back home to pack up the house so yeah I won't have internet again unless I go to a starbucks. We got alot of stuff to move before we make are trip to AR, about 3 weeks of stuff to pack.
So I'll try to update before I leave. For now this is a update.
Bye for now. ~kenova~
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[21 Aug 2008|06:01am] |
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I'll be heading back to IL today. I'll be moving to AK in the middle of sept so I won't have internet for a while. Thank you to all for your care and support. I'm hoping to get back on my feet and get back to the cons so everyone can see me.
Take care everyone.
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| A wolf's cry in pain |
[19 Aug 2008|08:03am] |
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Friends,
To those fur friends I know who are close and my other fur friends. The time has come for this wolf to head out.
Today at wal-Mart was so bad it got serious, I got a D day from Wal-Mart which means a dissension to make how I can do better at Wal-Mart. This also means I'm very close to be fired from Wal-Mart. What sickens me is that what there doing tome is bad and they have no care for there employes. I got this al because overstock in the foods area. Today was there inventory which means they come in and check to make sure everything done is done right such as stocking, making sure prices are right etc. For the past times they called me to the office saying I'm not doing well cause they keep finding over stock with my name in the back. I did everything in my power to make it better ask for help and STILL they keep saying they find overstock. If you ask me this is dum, many of my good workers I work with told me this is shit what they are doing to me.
They saw other people with over stock but they don't get in trouble. They just care about some people. Even though the people they kept get in trouble the keep them cause they like them and they worked for Wal_Mart for years. My good workers are very upset that this has happen to me. They liked me, I was hard working and fun to talk with. I will not be returning to Wal-Mart, I don't want to get fired. A good worker of mine got fired for the same thing within days after his D day.
My bosses don't care, there not friendly and not worth my time trying to make it better after everything I tried to do to get it better.
So after all this mess I have make my choice to go home and start over. What saddens me is that my dream is not going away though I had made very good friends out of this. I lost my dream to live with furrys because of this dum mess at Wal-Mart. I could find a new job but I am home sick, and would like to go home and regain my strength.
I loved it here with my fur friends, I cared for them. Furwolfie and his mate Twin have been very helpful with my new laptop and I will never forget for all there effort for my laptop. My best friend Tagenar I know for 8 years, I finally get to see him in person and hang out with him and now I have to leave. It pisses me off! He's been there for me for all these years and he's my best friend in the world. I want him to know that I'll still be his best friend and talk to him and Furwolfie here. I also want Furwolfie to know that I'm very proud of him that his got his own house where he can be happy and I wish him the best of luck for it. I also want him to know that I'm sorry I can't be here any more to support him because I cared from him, he's done alot of shit for me.....him and his mate, Tagenar, Tymber etc. I won't be able to game anymore with Tymber wulf and his good best friend Bit on myside. However we both have an x-box 360 and we hope to still play. I also want to thank Shortwave for being a dam good friend, and supporting me and all of us here at the house. I was so glad to see him here and there at the house being a good friend. I'll miss you my friend. I was also happy to meet Furwolfies other friends who came over at the house to vist. There where cool to hang out with.
It sucks to lose good close fur friends.... really it does it fucking sucks! I'll be moving to Arkansas with my mother and step father to regain my stress and strength. I'm so pissed that this Wal-Mart is such a shitty place. There are other Wal-Marts out there that are better is what mother told me. I'm sure who ever reads this and works for Wal_Mart knows this.
Well it's time start packing up. I had a great time being with Furwolfie in his place and i wish him the best of luck. I hope to meet you guys at MFF or AC again one day and hang out once again. I'll miss you guys. Since I have a laptop I can get on anytime to update but it will be a while. I want everyone to take care of themselfs and shed no tears for me. My glory lives on as a wolf and I'm still gonna be Kenova, that cute wolfy you'll see at the cons and FA. I'll get some pictures of the area and send it there when I get my wolf suit.
I'm dam proud to call myself a good friend and a furry. Now you all are wondering am I still going to MFF. That depends on a few things.
1. Will I have a job in time to take time off for it or wait till after MFF then get a job
2. Depends if my suit gets back to me
3. How will I get there
4. Will I have money to spare. (Depends)
This is not a farewell, I will return to the cons and to vist my friends.
Be safe everyone and be strong. Time for this wolf to move out.
Wish me luck. *waves paw*
~Kenova Wolf~
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| A Tragic day |
[04 Aug 2008|02:28am] |
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Well before I was going to bed around 3 pm I got a call from my mother telling me a good friend oh my grandma is dying. His liver is failing and is already gone. Sadly just found out he's gonna pass away sometime tonight or tomorrow. I knew him well, he loved animals like animals like I did. He wanted to see my Kenova suit but now he won't be able too. It hurts.....today I can't even get my work down, I'm slow and I'm getting a massive headache.
Ted was a good friend of mine and taught me how to let go of stress and issues. He said, never forget to those you love and care for, other stress and issues you dealt with just let it go. That I'll never forget what he told me. A good thing for a wolf to remember.
Can't things get any better in my life? All I get is hell at work, (which I'm sure we all do) still fighting to make a living and be happy. Things are great here just work and my own life.
Well thats about it nothing else new to report. Can't wait to go back to bed and sleep.
*sigh* May you rest in peace Ted.
Time to move on....
~kenova~
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[29 Jul 2008|02:49am] |
Well I'm still around, dunno why but I don't use this LJ much, just have no use. Work...well guess it's going ok but lots of up and downs. You know, if anyone gets 3rd shift you really need to think if you want to go threw that mess. it's hard to do anything with friends and stuff during the day. It's pretty much get up going to work come on stay up for a bit and go to bed then get up and go back to work.
It sucks, and really, any job sucks. Just have to deal with it, for the time been though I'm just gonna hang on still what happens. For now I just can't seem to sleep well, to stress about my own life. There's something better for me out there and if that requires moving then so be it.
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| Happy birthday to me! |
[12 Jul 2008|02:50am] |
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Yaaaa! Today is my birthday! I'm a happy wolf now! *wags tail* I already went to see movie before I went back to work but still I'm happy. :)
See ya around!
~Kenova~
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| Doing well |
[08 Jul 2008|06:45am] |
Work still being rough but I'm am doing good. I'll be 26 here soon in July and I already got a early gift. I work up at 7:30 pm and was told to go back to my room and wait, and then I got snugged from behide and was surprised to see that it was Damaron wolf. It was indeed a nice early gift and was very nice to see him again and another friend spirit husky. Enjoyed there time visting us. Other then that, many thanks to those who voted for me on FFFF.
~Kenova~
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| I'm alive and ticking |
[01 Jul 2008|08:01pm] |
Well nothing new to report but my Birthday comming soon on the 12th of July. I got nothing plained for it, I have to work that day so no movies, no partys no fursuiting, no drinking just work so yeah thats gonna suck. Things have been so rough with work so I've been mostly quiet.
Saddly I couldn't make it to AC though hoply I'll still be going to MFF. I'll be p on the FFFF again, this will be a rough one as well. Thats ok though, it's just a fun thing.
Thats about it nothing else to report.
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| Hell yeah!!! |
[20 May 2008|08:11am] |
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Change of plains! I'm going to MFF! I talk to the head boss and she approved it! Hell yeah!!
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| No Hope |
[18 May 2008|07:01am] |
*sigh* well I have some very bad news. Because of the extreme busyness of Wal-mart, no one is allow time off in nov. So I can never get time off me MFF ever! AC won't work because there busy that month too. So it's like, I can never go to a con again, none zero ever! FC? No way to far! So now I need to decide what to do, I can't even go see my family for thanks giving or chirtsmas and that fucking pisses me off. I'm sorry to those who wanted to see me but......you won't be able to get to see kenova at the cons.
*shakes head* it feels like I can't be part of furry anymore....with out days off how can I vist? I'm so pissed.....It's over. Now what?! I cant find another job, gas is to high and this job is very close so I can't get a new job because I can't get time off. I dunno what to do....I'm so fucking pissed.
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| New life and computer |
[25 Apr 2008|01:46am] |
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Well, I finally got rid of my anger and stress, with the fact that I have friends and a job to support me, I went to get a Mac Book Pro with an upgrade a upgrade 4 gig of ram. Everything is all here that I had from my old pc to my labtop and this runs like a dream computer. I know what I must do now, it's gonna be a long goal but all I have to do is stick it out and hold on, as long as I do that...I will make it. Most importently, stay close with my friends and stay in touch with them.
I got all I need now, it's time to save up and start injoying my life no matter how bad my job can be, because thats the right thing to do. I came a very long way since high school back in ILLinois, I don't want to go back threw that crap again it was a nightmare.
I have everything I need, now I can move on and really get back to life, I feel more freedom as well....and this makes me very happy about it.
My fursuit is up again on the furry fracus 2008, it's alot of fun to see my suit go up.
http://community.livejournal.com/fursuittourney/
I'm gonna head off take care everyone!
Vote for me!
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| A change |
[23 Apr 2008|10:26am] |
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Today at work was so much better. We have a great boss there named Doug, he's are four manager who was off when the other three managers where there and he's been the best boss. today alot of people talk to him and he agreed that this isn't right, he said he talk to them and see whats going on. He's awsome, he's diffenelty a good guy not a bad guy. Today I think I finally let out my anger and stress. I feel so much happyer and peaceful. Now I know what I must do, and it's just gonna get better!
Thanks to all who have been supportive, you have made this wolf very happy.
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| Totallly over aggerated |
[22 Apr 2008|06:57am] |
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*shakes head* To all my friends and furrys.
I am here to post that what I just went threw at work has pushed me over the edge. Us people so called associates are being treated like shit! There not being good managers, there bitching at us every night, and most of us are just about to walk out. The pulled us last night saying are work was unacceptable, and tonight they still contuine to do the same fucking thing! I went to get the carts out from the back because they told us to get them out, then they page me and the boss said, why aren't you zoning? I said, because I'm getting the carts out like you ask. Then she says, well you should be zoning not taking carts. Thing I said, I'm doing what you guys....before I could finsh I heard a click. She fucking hung up on me. Totally uncall for from a manager! I'm telling ya, I've had it......I can't stand this frastraction anymore. I think I'm just gonna go back home. Three people I work with are about to walk out and the fourth makes me. I'm so tired of this BS! Why can't I just get back to life and be happy with my friends? *sigh*
From this day on, I won't be on much.....I'll ehiter to busy dealing with work...or making my plains. As for what will happen to me and will I return to the cons...most likely I problery won't be back to a con for a long time. I have to follow my heart and right now it's telling me, this isn't working out. I loved it here with my friends in this house....I was so hoping to get a mac pro....live on with them....but I can't find another job out here. I don't have that much experisnce on machines and factory work. So most likely I'll move to AK with my family if I make that plain.....yet I'll be all alone.....with no dog......and no furry friends around. I tryed to hard.....I fought this job....I can handle the stress....but not when I get treated unfairly and yelled at every fucking day! I couldn't take my last break because we where so dam busy.
Just want to say...thank you to all my friends...who cared for me for WHO I am, and letting me feel what the world of furry is all about.
Just.......take care of yourself....everyone. It hurts me so much to see this happen to me. I'm just so fucking sorry this is happen to me and I can't find happyness with this job.
With that, I'm off to bad....it's been a very awful day for this wolf. Take care everyone.....and may god be with you, peace to all.
~Kenova wolf~
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| Fighting my way threw |
[28 Mar 2008|07:56pm] |
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A quick update, I've been tried, it must be the weather. I'm hanging in there, but just so everyoen knows I'm here, I'm alive, and I'm fighting. It's still not easy on me but hey, I'm fighting.
I set a new goal, I'm gonna save up for a Mac book pro, ok some may not like it but I heard there good labtops. So hoply I'll be able to get in with in a month if not longer. Health wise.....well been better. I feel fine just the head hurts so much, there is to much going on. This is got to stop some day, it always does, it gets worse but it gets better. I've been feeling like shit still, but I'm fighting it out...I'm not giving up!
In any words, I've been playing Smash Brawl, it is a dam good game for the Wii. Been playing that alot latly, I also beat super metriod again that I download to the Wii. Game is still fun, and I have as a collection to my other metriod games. Well I have to work soon so I'm gonna go play before hell starts.
See you all later.
~Kenova~
Ps. I found something I like to share, it's a great place to download video game music. For those who love game music this is the place!
I download alot from there. Final fantasy, metroid prime, Zelda, mario etc. Check it out!
http://downloads.khinsider.com/
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